Wednesday, January 19, 2011


In this desert of happiness
I stay still watching a mirage
Afraid of it fading into a lie
Believing in a mirage is my hope
As stars no longer show me the west
And I don't have place to rest
In this blessed world of the cursed
I play the fool pretending hope
Anticipating a messiah
To lend me a camel and water
False hope in a smart fool
Absurd thoughts in misery
I honestly believe in that mirage
As I see it far away all green
I may never reach there on time
Never before it fades away
I stall still in indecision and hope
Mirage is my only hope now
Messiah is always on his way
Or being miserable gives me joy
Remaining still in this desert sun
May be the mirage awaits the messiah
To reach before it fades
And I am stuck waiting for myself
Am I the insane messiah?
Or the sane fool who makes sense?
 --Kris

A handful sugar in my pot
White sand of sweetness
Like diamond and marble bits
Innocence in its shine

Golden caramel in my pot
Melting hot spreading its scent,
Of the sweet sugar days
And fumes of white past

Fire burning my pot
Into black and dark
Spreading fumes 
Burnt sweetness 

Fire is out and sugar
No caramel and sweetness
Black fumes ash scent
No spark no shine

All ashes and dark now
Once white and sweet
Without a bright past
Never a dark day


Flames of life will burn
Even the sweetest
Ashes is the end
And the beginning

Funeral and fumes
Innocence and its smile
Ashes and carbon
Sugar and its caramel
           -Kris 

Tuesday, January 11, 2011


Innocence of the dawn
Darkness of the night
Stars are yet to sleep
Dark angels in deep sleep
Sacred hymns await
Trance fading into silence
All the wet sober eyes
Asleep in tears
Irrational hope
Awake with fear
Innocent dawn
Turbulent nightmares
Sacred Beliefs
Rational Insecurity
Milk and whisky
Day and her night
           --Kris

Friday, November 12, 2010



Snowfall, It is winter again. I took my walking stick and slowly got up from my rocking chair. It is my umpteenth winter. Bald and wrinkled now and grey eyebrows have started to go white, but it is not the time think about past.

The kettle whistles

“Marounne”

“Aye Marounne”

“Si, Padre” Marounne shouted from the kitchen.

I am 86,this winter.No..No..It is not the time to look back.

Slowly I held my cross chain and walked to door.

“Marounne” Aye Marounne

“Si,Padre” Marounne said calmly and brought my fur coart and shawl.

“Lock the Door” I warned her

“Si,Padre” She smiled

“Usted está buscando gorgeous,niño”  I said  and walked out to the white street with a smile.  



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“Lailaaaaaaa…..” give me a cup of tea dear! Aslam requested.

“This is your fourth tea this morning. No more tea” She said in a angry tone

“Lailaa”

“You wont be able to sleep,Bhai” She said

“It is so cold and raining,Tea and rain what a combination” he said staring the rain through the window and playing with his white beard.

“Rehna should have been there”He started

But Laila interrupted.

“Rehna..Rehna.. Bhai I am not Rehna di”

“I have lots and lots of work here.I have to go to school pick the Adil and Sarfu from there.”

She shouted,then gave Aslam bhai a stern look with her dark eyes.And stormed out of the hall.

Aslam said to himself in a low tone

“Rehna would have made spicy pakoda and masala Chai” And he slowly went into his thoughts.

Suddenly he came back from his past and walked towards the window.Rain was pouring down and Jaleel was busy making Hot jalebi.Rain and Jalebi not a bad combo Aslam said smiling showing his single tooth left.

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Ammu kutty bring that small packet Rasna” Srilaskmi told with a kiddish smile

“Amma,It has got sugar”Doctor has asked you to avoid sugar.He has told me to keep an eye on you” Ammu said in a jaded tone.

“Ok..If you don’t want to bring it.You cant tell it on my face.Why bring doctors and other excuses into this.Baskar was also doctor. He never tiold me I am diabetic”SriLakshmi said all annoyed

“Amma,one packet Rasna.That’s it it right? Which flavor?

“Mango” Srilaksmi was happy and smiling now.

“Ok” Ammu smiled."Even after celebrating her 60th birthday.My Amma is still the same”.Ammu walked recalling her kiddish mothers funny past.

Slowly Srilakshmi got up from the verandah. And shouted to Ammu who has walked a fair distance.

“Mangoes have riped.Call Sankaran and ask him to bring someone”

Ammu turned back,shook her head and winked at Srilakshmi.And continued walking.

“Summer is becoming really hot and long” Srilakshmi said looking up at the yellow mango bunch

She then walked inside switched on the fan and TV.

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Retired” a silly strange and a difficult word”

Relieved with all my duties as  THE PROFESSIONAL GUY.
Man! 35 years of service.I don’t think I have make big mistakes.
Yeah!Sacked a sexy secretary.
Sad I know.
But it was for Jane.
I didn’t want her spying on me.Well,everything over now.I think I made enough money.Yeah!I couldn’t take my family to an Indian Restaurant every Sunday. Still got a hefty amount in my account.Hmm…Got promotions regularly. Well couldn’t be CEO.But I loved my job as THE FINANCE GUY! Now my daughters is married.Oh..She looked beautiful in her wedding gown.


Well,Its time to rest now. Go on a long holiday! Jane wanted to go on all America Tour.
From Alaska to Buenos to NY to Rio to Peru.

At last! I can say I have nothing to do.

Alan. You are a free man. Like the squirrels and mice in my storeroom. And its not the time to look back. It is time to look forward.

As the leaves shed for an early autumn. I am going fishing, few golf lessons, open few whiskey bottles.

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Padre walked through snowy streets, Aslam waited for his next tea.Srilaksmi watched cricket sipping chilled Rasna.Alan shot his first eagle and his first under par round.Then kept a white rose in his wife Jane's grave.

“It is time to look forward” They all said.


                                                                                                                      -Kris

Monday, September 27, 2010

My Best FB status Updates

CONFUSED


 I dono whether to cry or smile..And I stand ther cnfused for few seconds..And there the moment hs gne..Evry1 thnks Im feelingless n nt emotional..But I wantd to cry and smile..Infct im ovr emotional and got too many feelings..They just cncel out..



JOKE


When you get to know thers no meaning in lyf..U can cry and get depressed..Or you can smile and laugh..Njoy the meaningless joke coled Lyf.




Artist

Without a pianist,a piano is useless..Without a piano,a pianist is still an artist..


Little Brother

When I ws taken with the handcuff by sheriffs..My little bro stood shockd staring at me..I could ve just winked at him..But why give him false hope again..One he l have to realise the truth that his big bro aint ZORRO hiding his identity..But just a thief with a black mask ashamed of his own deeds


Sneeze


I am not talking you..I knw you are jealous..I said..She walkd away in tears..And it startd to rain as she walkd thru d lane..All my anger vanished and I ran towards her..Thn justWalked with her in the rain..We cntinued walking..Till the rain stoppd..Till we bth sneezd holding each others hand..And it startd raining again




Boredom



Boredom is only for the people who are bored..a gr8 thot by a bored soul..Boredom is 4 ppl who got nothing to do..I envy thm..I dnt evn hav nothng to do..




Follower


Why is she following frm d day i ws born?..Dear moon,i aint tht special..


Anonymous

I hope I will never get to know you..Becoz once I get know you..Il have to name you as a friend..Or As my love....Or As my crush..Or As jus sum1 I knw..Or may b sumthin else..But nethin will b as sacred as this..Being Anonymous..I hope we never get to know each other..

Scared


 Its scary,so Im scared..






Doubt


 But..Y is it?Or is it?..Yeah..So dats it?Oh..It is that..K..All doubts clear.....Hm..But thn?


BLINKER!!

Suddenly wen i saw it blinking..I ws confused..thn I thot i was dumb..thn i thot its new technology..thn a guy came to me n said..Its a new device coled BLINKER!!


Nomad

Free thinking is d way frwd..Respct the beliefs..Respect the culture..Respct d past..But think free..Break the shackles..Feel d freedom..Be civilized,but let your thoughts wander like a nomad..


Blind

I am blind so I cnt listen!!!