I have to leave you tonight

Its late and its chilling outside

I can sit and watch you sleep,But

With your each slow rhythmic breath

I am getting late and confused

I am helpless tonight and in tears

I wished you goodnight tonight

With no guts say goodbye

I dont know what to take

I am going with lots of memories

I dont know what to take

I wish you could come with me

I am smiling at myself with tears tonight

I can sit and watch you all night

With each minute passing by

My heart is getting heavier

Again Im confused,what not to take

I can take things Im fond of

Even those smiling pictures

Its getting even more cold

I am leaving,Still Confused

I dont know what to take with me

Even If take everything with me

You will be left here and my soul

I am leaving you tonight..........Goodbye

---Kris

Journey has just begun

Words of anger and despair

Fading as I travel into the world

With the scent of midnight flowers

Intoxicating smiles and faces

Moon and her stars shining abode

Rivers sparkling in her wedding attire

Artistic and beyond my imagination

Chiling wind pasing in a symmetry

Wet earth with tender greenery

Where moonlight shines on the dewdrops

Winter cold with monsoon feel

My heart is feeling the tender touch

Of tiny droplets kissing my soul

The journey has just begun

Far away beyond white peaks

Feeling oceanic attraction

Calling me to dive into her

To touch the spirit inside

Blank Infinity behind me now

As I started from nowhere

And vast heaven ahead

Water shattering on black rocks

As I stand on a white cloud

Waiting for her arrival

I ve tasted everything around me

Grey and monsoon clouds gathered

As she embraced me with her eyes

With her scintillating desire

Igniting a new world of fire

Clouds passed with wind

Shining moon came singing

Along with the tiny stars

"Your Journey has just begun"

-- Kris

Hid behind the stairs with wet eyes
From the cane and angry father
Tears rolled out in fear and anxiety
Shivered under the darkness inside
In no time he took me out of hiding
But With a smile and gave me a hug

Decided I will never be a coward
Face life with my chin up
Those words he told helped me
Never to go back under the stairs
Always stood up and climbed the steps

Until today, I'm back under the stairs
Decades later I'm back to who I was
The same scent of darkness even now
Tears flowing down,my broken dreams
Shivering from the cold shattered hopes
Ashamed,I never thought Id be back
Hiding like a coward from the world
Under the stairs amid dust and darkness
I am sitting just as I sat at six
Now all grown up,still an helpless coward...

--Kris

Hopes...

Melting with the glaciers of the south

I stand with hopes on a single day

Sky is clear,But my path is clouded

Grey and black moonsoon clouds

I stand with hopes on a single Night

Dreamless night,But fantasy inside

Melting with the darkness at night

As the silent fire melting my night

Bright sunshine wishing me goodbye

As I part with dawn and dusk

As I part with day and night

But far beyond the glaciers I see spring

I stand with hopes on a single day

When I get to see flowers and bees

Sparkling waters and ducks

I stand with hopes on a single night

To see starry sky and moonlight

To sleep with blank in silence

So guide me light and wind

Through my dreamless nights

And through the grey clouds

Towards my dreams I am walking

Trusting the light and wind....

--Kris